I Told God to F*ck Off

This raw and revealing autoethnographic account documents the initial connection experience that catalyzed the development of the Lightning Path system. It describes an intense, cannabis-facilitated mystical encounter that began in terror and judgment—perceived as divine condemnation—but evolved into a liberating confrontation with abusive theological conditioning. The article marks a pivotal moment of egoic collapse, cognitive flooding, and the emergence of what would become a sustained mystical download.

Sosteric, M. (2025, Oct 10). I Told God to Fck Off*. Dr. S Series. Medium.

• Original URL: https://medium.com/p/94e6785295ae
• Canonical URL: https://repo.lightningpath.org/articles/professor-s/files/i-told-god-to-f-off.pdf
• Type: Autoethnography / Connection Experience Narrative
• Keywords: - Mystical Experience, Connection Experience, Connection Supplement, Cannabis, Spiritual Emergency Flooding

Theoretical Integration

Core LP concepts include:

• Flooding: A connection phenomenon involving a sudden influx of symbolic, energetic, or informational content.
• Mystical Experience: Recast as “Connection Events” with structure, pattern, and developmental utility.

Relevance to Avatar.Global

This article functions as both origin story and case study. It illustrates the psychospiritual violence embedded in elite spiritual narratives and demonstrates the transformative potential of boundary-breaking mystical events. It is a foundational narrative for understanding the personal roots of the Lightning Path system.

Recommended for:

• Researchers of mystical experience
• Psychospiritual healing practitioners
• Theologically traumatized individuals seeking reframing